i'm moody today. a bit blue. i suppose there's a reason if i own up to it. at first i felt like i wanted to put on a pretty dress and disappear into prettyland. where things are pretty and dreamy and i feel well. since i've the idea that everyone else's life is better than mine; more glamourous, more intellectual, more social, more loving, more friendly, more family oriented, more money and simply more interesting. i guess i'm having a pity party indeed. think what i might do is make a cup of tea and do some of the things i like to do. read. start another poem. and think about what i'd like to change, how to change it, and get going on it (scary but necessary). and as important... to remember what is working, what has worked and relish in these good happenings. and trust.
and it's raining... a lot.
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Hope you are okay and feeling more positive today.
My pity party is not as pretty or productive as yours. I hope that the poems, tea, and books are a comfort to you.
Dear parlezvouskiwi, thanks so much!
Belette, ...thanks for the well wishes. i'm trying. but i wonder if the key is just to let it be, instead of trying...
I call these types of days, my malaise of spirit days. They sometimes come upon me for no discernible reason and are difficult to shake. But eventually go away-- usually with some sunshine. Sometimes I do think you just need to indulge these moods a bit.
Hi Lia, the idea that these days come about for no discernible reason is comforting. indulging the mood actually sounds like it could be helpful. i feel like just being and seeing what is...
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